~|I|FLo0Z|I|~

__

2008-11-26T09:49:00.001+08:00

lol...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I lovePurpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found herAnd now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no

Once againSome search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love Hope is hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around, When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

a waste of timee~

2008-11-24T03:13:00.004+08:00

don't read this if you are not free..

i dunno what
i dunno how...

i don't even know how to address you..
my bestfriend?
my girlfriend?
my buddy?
my love?

you are always there for me..
:(

makes me wanna have you...
makes me wanna hug you and never letting you go...

you are there when im down, you even there when im up..

i cant imagine how do i go through this without you..
without your words,
without your presence,
without your courage,
without your _____________

i cant believe that i start to fall for you...
you are the one who will and always be the one for me..
but, i somehow still thinking of her...

how am i supposed to put this.........

i want you....
but yet at the other hand, i want her too..

if i knew that this will happen i should have avoided you..
i should have run..
i should......................................

oh...i start to get crazy!

lolololol

isn't it a waste of time to come here?

:D

falling for best friend?
zZzZzZZzzZZzz

i don't know whatever intention that you have inside of you..

but,

wtf..

2008-02-22T00:20:00.000+08:00

__

that's it..

for you...

yea....

only you...

son of a bitch..

ME?!

2008-02-18T01:04:00.001+08:00

am i a melancholy person??!!!

my fren told me that i am a melancholy...

am i really?

zZzZzZzZzz...

is it good or bad???

SUCKY day~

2008-02-15T12:51:00.003+08:00

well..

decided to make it into 2 posts..

lols..

cos i think this is kindda DUMB!!!!

and, yea

juz passed through vals yest...

AND IT SUX....

zzzzz

i folow one of my fren's suggestion...

to buy 11 roses...

for her...

my fren said that 11 roses = positive thinking...

actually, i just want to buy her some cheese cake...

cos, the day before we meant to go for the cheese cake..

but.....

i poisoned here with sushi!

so, she felt full..
yea..
no cake for the day..

apart from it, my "PRO-JONI" friend..

suggesting roses...

so i follow his advice blindly...

at first, he said 11 roses...

okay...

I DID FOLLOW HIS WORD!

WITHOUT CHECKING...

okay...

i did called him alot of times...

the moment before i purchase the roses...

and he did say the same thing....

okay..

so armed with cake and roses..

i go to her place...

HOWEVER!!!

THERE IS A BIG PROBLEM!!

i dumbly go with motor cycle..

-____-"

isn;t that dumb?!

should went with car...

but...................................

okay my mistake....

ON THE WAY...

the rain dropped...

omg...

it sux rite...

luckily, i was with my friend...

so, he ride my bike and i was behind holding the roses and cake...

when the rain started...

i was thinking..

"if the roses contaminated by the rain drops, isnt it going to be smelly?"

so, with a good intention i took the plastic carrier of the banquet...

the moment i took the plastic, my other hand which was holding the cake...

loosenn....

SO!

the cake dropped...
-___-"

strike!

so, yea...

damn sad.....

i saiid "let's go back therE"

yea..

we did go back....

but...

i was scared...

"will the choclate coating gone?"

cos, its the cheese cake with choc coating...

the scariest thing happen....

the choc GONE!

T___T

:''(

so, yea..

eventually take the bluberry coating...

then....

everything went smooth...

:)

arrived there...

and gave her everything..

so, where is the problem?!

http://allansiew.wordpress.com/2007/01/15/meaning-in-number-of-roses/

11 roses...

POSITIVE?!

:S

damn pai seh.......

zZzZzZzZzZzz..

2008-02-15T12:29:00.002+08:00

hohoho..

hello~
guess who's back~

loLs..

no proper idea of coming back...

so, yeah...

juz playing here..

hahahax...

im at jakarta, since 5th of feb~

yea..

and goin back to sg b4 26th of march~

so,

if anyone want to ask for anything from indo...

give me a call..
lols...

email will do i think...

xD

im so down!!

2008-01-31T00:24:00.000+08:00

zZzZZZzZzZZz..

anyone can help??

im so dead...

my pieces of my heart, really torn down..............

argh...!!

hello~

2008-01-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

LoLs..

its been a loooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggggggggggg timeee!!!

eversince my last post..

lOl..

those days..

sigh...

full of laziness...

LOL!..

hahahahax..

nvm2..

hope new year, can have a better "diligentness"

LOL!

misery..

2007-12-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

it seems that my blog is dying..
and i myslf also dying..

-___-"

wondering why are you starting all these "cold" act..

wondering where did i go wrong..

i know i did 1 terrible, and if i could i want to say sorry...

eversince, im really busted..

i have lost my way,

lost my breath,

lost my brain,

lost every pieces of me...

should i cry?

should i die?

should i carry on wif my life?

zZzZzzZzZzZzz..

when the sun refuses to shine, what will happen?

when the moon always want to shine, what will happen?

when the stars are falling apart, what will happen?

im so doommmeeedddd!!!!

argh..

my life is really going down to the bottom of the missery sea,

yeah, and i wont be able to go up!!

santa, if you are there

please...

all i want for chrismast is only her..

and yeah..

im possesive bastard with a pathetic life...

juz wishing u all the bez..

my only wish...

my only purpose...

im deeply regreted with all i have now..........................................................

can i have an exchange?

anyone?

HeLLo~?

2007-12-03T04:48:00.000+08:00

LoL..

don't know what else i can express...

i want to laugh yet at the same time, i want to cry..

i want to smile yet at the same time, i want to frown..

i am contradicting myself and i don't know what else is happening...

well..

i am so pissed wif myself..

i love u yet, i turned u down..

empty promises..

lies..

abandoned..

im so pissed..

zzZzZzZzZzzz

perhaps the only way to make u happy is to stay away from u?

no other comment...

juz "sigh"...

well, i hope not any of the reader here experience it..

hahahaa..

aniway,

welcome the december..

season of greetings?

chrismast?

new year?

brand new sheet of a life?

The TruTh~

2007-11-19T23:04:00.000+08:00

haix...

days are passing by~~

yea, nothing much in it....

xD

but, I am REALLY MISSING YOU!

do you get it?!

haix...

-______-"

I am terribly sorry with what i had done..

All I want is to love you...
understand you....

but.

i really have no idea how this can go this way...

ANIWAY,
I am thinking about what I should do....

Tell you everything?
be honest with it?

ARGH!

I am LOST!!!

TruTh is pain?

2007-11-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

HeLLoS~~

writing again?

no idea, but im realli pissed....

REALY...

having alot argument wif family..

i think i will ended up grounded...

whatever it is...

do i give a damn?!

ZzZzZzZzZzz..

aniway...

on the other side,,

still thinkin of u..

if u wan to know...

i reali missed u...............

to the core of my life?

ZzZzZZzzZZzZzZzz...

sorry for neglectin u......
haix...

truth is pain i think....

i guess there's another person for u?

someone who will never let u down....

not someone like me.................

who lied, neglecting u, ungentle, UNROMANTIC...

i am so RUINED these days!!!

ARGH!!~~

it is easy to say it at one point of time...

but now,

i think i am so possesive of u...

i am really addicted to u......

:S

haix...

hope no other people experience this...

so, cheer up still~~

life sux...

2007-11-10T22:58:00.001+08:00

haix..

tats all i've got to sae...

things are just so fucked up these days...

hope u wann to talk to mi again...

yeah...

and........

my is tearing down....

emotionally break-down...

2007-11-05T22:37:00.000+08:00

realii...

i am tearing down into pieces...

maybe, its true that i am fucking possesive...
*juz realize that losing is not as easy as THAT*

WKend-b|uEs?

2007-10-28T12:39:00.000+08:00

haix....

so sian, whole weekend realli CMI(cannot make it)...

eversince fridae i got headache, eye spin (thx to some ppl make it meatspin), running nose, voice sux...

yea...

so, wkend blues...

reali!

-__________________-"

haix...

do some pondering, and just realize how scumbag i am...

yes, it is now...

i juz feel somehow...

i am a scumbag.....

i said things that contradicting me,

i promise things that i can't fulfill....

i think i am the worst people that is the most unreliable....

haix...

i feel that i cannot be ur safe place...

-_______________-"

i am realli dying...

expecting, u to give me another chance...

i noe i've blown millions of chances of urs....

haix......

i think

FLo0Z

RIP here??

no idea........

hopefully i don't, cos i don't want..

but..............
haixz....

s|aN!

2007-10-26T21:37:00.000+08:00

ZzZzZzZz...
todae bo schooll...

cos, at the first place.....

i woke up late...

woke up at 9smthg...

although i took cab, surely arrived after 1st meeting...

hahahhaa...

thought some ppl wan pon, but they don't...but they encourage me to come..

LoL!

somehow i feel a miracle

=X

ahahhaha...

then, secondly when i woke up...
my head dizzyyyy~~~

my nose running all the way until now...

-_____________________-"

yeah...

life sux..

tats it..

hahahhaha...

had been repeating "life sux"

all the way....

-_________________-"

so, yeah...

thiking about having some rest...

but, im talking to u...

so,

i shall not sleep..

xD

so,,

peoplee~~

gud luck..

have a nice wkend ahead!!!

yeah..

so, sayonara....

hmm..

and btw, wkend plan..

nothing!

lol

hahahaha...

LoLs...

2007-10-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

sian wkend...

sunday,,,

actually wanted to change the barakcuda and meet up wif my pri sch fren...

BUT!

when i on the bus!!

i juz realize that I FORGOT TO BRING THE STUPID BARAKCUDA HEAD PHONE...

-_____-"

lucky only a few bus stops away...

yea...

hahaha..

aniwae, today...

SUPER SIAN!

wait for taxi FROM 8.45!!!! until 9.15

NONE "VACANT" TAXI!!!!

yeah..

so, ended up takin bus...
slowly..

and mrt..

at mrt, smsin adellll..

ask hw many ppl late..

lol

seems ALOT

hahahha..

so, she guess i will arrived at 10 or 10.05

and i arrived at tat time..

she zhun?
or i zhun?

hahahhaa..

yea...

eventually at nite....

stuck in rain..

cannot(lazy) go home...

hahaha..

yeah...

so, aniwae..

all take care ba!!!

INCLUDES U!!!!

better dun get sick....

xD

else, i will do some "irritating" stuff..

=X

....

2007-10-18T15:35:00.000+08:00

dot dot...

reali....
nthg to dooo...
><

hahahaha...

aniwae...

todae math...

reali PBL (Pretend to Be Learning)

hahahahha...................................

nthg much happen...

aft sch, plannin on meetin my pri sch fren..

hahahhaa...

so, yeah...

nthg else.................

still pondering, about the meaning of "friend"...............

is that word still exist??

-___-"

missin u still.....

chat already, but still...

wanna meetu....................................................

HeLLo!~~~

2007-10-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

hahaha..

so sian, tired...!!!

juz came back frm hospitall...

yea, aniwae todae is my bro's operation..
a.k.a making new ear..

yeah...

everything seems to go smoothly, and yea..

nthg bad happen..

xD

hahahhaa..

but, pasca-operation period...

he seems to be having a bad condition..

so, aniwae...

all the bezz...

xD

cant visit u oftenly

hahahaha!!

hope u dont see this

=X

so...

todae..
so early go wdland for breakfast..

indeed some ppl late...

SOMEMORE!!

tat CBK! (sry..) made us late!!

=X

yea..
so ended up takin cab.....

reach sch 9.03

reach class 9.10

-____________________-"

somemore..

BO TIME finishing UT!!

-_______-"

btw, iin my poly dey call test as UT!
dumb rite..

but..
yea..

tats life..

full of dumbness~~

hahahhahaa...

goin to change here there first..

hahahahaha..

so, yea..

all take care baz!!~~

xD

MoNdAE bLuES~~~

2007-10-15T23:13:00.000+08:00

hahahaha...

so siann...

monday is like a super bad dae!!!

-___-"

slpy for the whole dae...

aniwae, monday not reali a bad dae..
cos, i changin the new skin~!~!!!~~~~~~~~

xD

looks nice???

come on, comments are compoulsary..

=X

hahahah..

yeah..
nthg much happening todae...

so,

take care all~~~

-__-"

2007-10-12T20:13:00.000+08:00

haix...
startin of the dae...

woke up sneeze till like MAD!!

i think could be considered as "SNEEZE-GOD!"...

jia lat!!

all the way till all the day!!!

-___-"

i think todae goin to be full of these stuffs. (-__-" emotion)

hahahahhaa...

cos, sian!

SIAN!

SIAN!

SIAN!!!!!!!!!

hahahahahhaa....

i realli2

realiiiiiii missing u so much.......

i wish that i could calll....

-____-"

silly me!

PUT MYSLF in this STUPID PROBLEM!!!

-___-"

again!

xD

aiya...

aniwae...

end class early todae..
cos, tmrw is aidil fitri!

so..

if any of u celebrating this..

grats...

xD

wish u all the best....

for 1 month had suffer...

now is the time to enjoyyy...
xD

ahahhahaha...

and for u out there....

juz u...

plz, take care of urslf...

cant talk much...

><

so...

tats it...

goin offfffff!!!!!

todae~~

2007-10-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

hahahaha...

reali nthg to write........
math prob.....

-___-"
somehow, make me sian.....

abt vector2 and the stupid stuff

yeah..
and our group has no PRESENTATION AT ALL...

i mean no preparation...

the slide onli got 1...

hahahhahhahahah...

so messed up.......

aft sch, go wif indo fren...

yea...
THEY SHOP!!

and i carried my lappy~~(laptop)...

and i tell u...
it is super duper HEAVYYY~~~!!!

hahaha...

yea...

so tired......

tat's it then...

all the best ALL!!!!~~~~

take care!

OH!!!

and 1 thing...

i miss u so much....
xD

kae...

hope u read this....

i too busy already...

seems that it is already over taking me.........

i am sorry....

LoLs

2007-10-10T10:06:00.000+08:00

wahahahhaha...

so enjoyin bloggin these days..

xD

haix..

our class mission W45J, FAILURE!

-____-"

becos, no body is there to make her cry!!

haix...

cos, we all pon mah...
SIAN!!!!

NO RECORD!!

hahahahaa...

todae, ya..

so so la...

as usual, the bala...
always sae tat my language is weak...

yeap2...

tats true.......

xD

bo bian (no choice)...

hahahhahaha...

tired~~

so, all the best!!

LoLs

2007-10-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

hahahaha..

so long never update liao..

xD

so-called-busy

hahahahhaa...

actually got so sian till i dun feel like writing...

yeah..
so,

my mood come liao...

today i pon(skip class) leix!!

1st time in sem 2..

-__-"
come onli for attendance, cos the wk 16 i think i goin to MIA wholee weekkk...
and oso

i think im goin to pon for the next 13 wks of science..

the faci..

i somehow.......

super sian... wif her la...

the lesson actually quite interesting!

but.......

seein the faci..
i ji tuo du lan (not happy liao!)

-___-"

pon wif wei jie (so-called-sleepingbudha/ah-phek), jia jun (so-called-ah-boi) , adeline (so-called-auntie =X never meant to sae but... the truth maaa), bona , and lastly rui fen (trully-slowbie =X)

we 2nd break out then gone..
although i had done so many reseearch...

hahahhaa..

but aniwae, sian wif faci...so, my emotion take control of me!!!~~~

xD

as we leave sch, our "auntie" felt guilty...

why?

cos, she never pon poly b4!

yeah..

so, congratulation auntieeeee!!!
hahahaha......~~~

then go marina centre eat seoul garden!

-___________________-"

worst meal...
but worthy la hor...

xD

paid 14 for eating like siaoooo....

somemore, got 1 "wierdo-slowbie" take a HUGE STACK MOUNTAIN OF ICE!!

-__-"

scared tio(kena) fine...

i help her to finish!!!!

BUT!!

she still deny it....

=___="

then, our auntie tio prank!!!

hahahahaha...

her phone tio "kidnapped!!"

LoLsx

then her face was like...
"omg, its new and yet gone already!"

LoLs.

it was so damn funny!!~~~

hahahaha...

aft tat, go pool and arcade...

and realize that i am already old..

-__-"

i dunno that house of dead 4 is new...

=="

i thought tat one i played b4...
but, in fact tat's new!

so..

ps wif auntie...
xD

i reali dunno the game..

thought it was the game i ever played b4..

hahaha..

so, eventually aft tat...

juz talk2...

then go do business..

xD!!

hahahaha...

nthg better to do sia......................................................................

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i think goin slp liaoooo!!

haahhahaa...

okays2

all take care!!!

cheers,

NTHG BETTER!!!~~~

2007-10-05T14:45:00.000+08:00

ZzZzZzz..

few days noo updates...

-__-"

cos, nthg interesting sia...

hahahhaha...

these days so busy doin some business...

xD

anyone intrested??
(sry tat i dun follow U...
dis is beyond my expectation...xD
aniwae, i'll be ok...)

haix...

so tired....

yea, and tmrw wkend...

thinkin abt goin shoppin
=X

oops..

yeap2

dis is a strange me...

-__-"

maybe its the first time for me to post this as goin shoppin....~~~~

xD

hahahhaha...
so,

aniwae all the best for the readers....

xD

wishin all the best in life...

ALSO!!!

hope u all had a wonderfull wkend!!!

:S

juz realize that my wkend quite fulll....
><

yea..
so...................

somehow, its gonna be a tiring one....

xD

cheers all!!!!

~~~~

2007-10-03T20:46:00.000+08:00

hahaha..
dunno what to write liao...

LoLs...

sch, okay la...except, im starting to get super duper lazy..
-.-"

i dun feel like doing RJ lah!!

still..
its necessary...

haix...

hmm..
oh yah!

for MS.GOH!!!

my chinese not bad hor...

xD

hahhaa...
doin RJ noW~~

so lazy~~~

ChEeRsz...

wish u all da best!!

PSK.

2007-10-03T00:11:00.000+08:00

sry ar...
epc, joanne...

mean it...

and oso w35m fellows...

sry made u all wait for nthg...

but i reali dunno wad the hell did i do...

sry...

haix.........

silly me?
or wad??!!!

I GOT SO MANY THINGS MIXED UP LIAO!!!!!

ARGH!

21st century

2007-10-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

believe in the 21st century?

can u still call someone a friends?

can u still call friends instead of money?

does money rules?

does the reality painful?

can money buy friends?

__ ALL LA

ZzZzZZzzZzZz...

money money and money...

tats what happening in my life...
yea..

i wan to fuck my slf....

SO FREAK OUT LA!!!!

ZzZzZzZzzZzzz..

i think my life is so meaningless...

pathetic me..
this is my choice...

i should have just stay!

not go ouT!!

WORLD IS MOVING UPSIDE DOWN!!!

it is no longer right left, yet upside down!!

get it?
!!!!!!

AAAaAaAaARGH!!

so freak out..

sry for these "offensive" words....

Pa†he†|c DaE!

2007-10-02T15:31:00.000+08:00

ZzzZzZzZz..

sian day!

the new faci.......
is FAR BEYOND the NORMAL human..
she is insane...

HELLO!
THIS IS 21st CENTURY..
dun give me crap "i've beem here long time"
ZzZZzZzZzZz..

damn sian lar...

somemore, she expect so many things.. yet limit our slides...

-__-"
sian!
SIAN!

ZzZzZzZz
lame is not reali a prob..
but THIS ONE!

OMG!!!!

CANT TAKE IT...

for the nedt frek monthss,,
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLEACH: Hero

2007-10-01T23:14:00.001+08:00

hmmm??

2007-10-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

so lazy sia these days...

oh ya, the video!!!

tats a muz to check!!!!

SO COOL!
the timing..
wah..

all so zhun one....

xD

2day muz go home early for some matter...

xD
but manage to get my presentation done and take a look at 1 group..

overall, i think today was quite fun!!

so..

yea..

hope tmrw as nice as 2day..

cos, new faci..
-.-

mood!! Sw|n6 ~~~

2007-09-30T15:17:00.000+08:00

hahahaha..

perhaps my mood is comin backsz...

xD

hahahahhaa...

lets play wif this pict....

friday problem, we r doin like beauty of similarity..

rui fen, my team mates found some interesting picture...

like the one above...

some1 muz tell me that it is a picture of 9 dolphins... (can u find them?)

i guess i am too pervertic?

hahahaha...

i've been askin ard..

onli some ppl can notice the dolphins..

but, there are some who cant notice it until 3 ppl told themm...

yea.. so,

hahahahha..

tats ivy..

perv*** gal??

jk niaaa.....

hahahaha..

wkend nthg better to do, actually want to play lantern wif my sem1 class..

but, sry guys..

i got curfew, becoz of my health prob...

-.-"

tat sux...

sry hor...

ps again..

2 times liao...

-.-"

have been pondering abt doin business...

some1 says dun go, but eventually i go...

i dunno why i go oso....

perhaps juz wan 2 hve fun?

i've realized that money can actually change people up-side-down.....

ya....

i didnt expect this to come out of my mouth, but i experienced it already...

-__-"

pathetic me....

sian...

2007-09-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

HoLaSxZ

.....

-.-"

so sian these days...

yea..

lazy to write liao!

-.-"

will be updated onli when i got the right mood....

todae, math...
totally SIAO!

firstly, the faci getting worst (in jokes term)...

secondly, we did not present anything....
-.-"
dun understand how he grade my team...

xD

hahahax.....

some1 out there, im sorry i did not fulfill my promise......

anti-socialising

2007-09-25T14:19:00.000+08:00

thhaix...

my mood today got some kind of wierd!
i dun feel like socialising sia....
-.-"

dunno why...
haix...

sry for my team todae...

i dun realli helpin u all...

hope tmrw is a better dae!

HOLA!

2007-09-23T20:06:00.000+08:00

hahaha..

sry,
friday till sunday too lazy to type..
yeah.
so, yeah no update..
xD

friday...

nthg much,
onli go late for the 1st class of cognitive..
and the faci was like presenting her expectation......

when she talk about punctuality, then i went in....

-.-"

ZzZzZz..

hhahhahaa..
overall, the faci not that bad...
juz tat, the problem is nowhere!

and i do not get a single thing!

-.-"

yea,,,
trully...

xD

Saturday!!

no exact plan about what is goin to happen..
but, eventually go out wif JY and JOnI!

xD

hahahaha...

go home late..
then slp...
tired!
cos, sunday i got tuition!
chinese....

alot letter writing that i haven do..
and my teacher.....like du lan!

xD

hahahaha..

but, today is so sad...

my bro....
joni... tio sick....

dunno where he is now!

hope u'll be fine soon.....

xD

ciaosz!

wierd and lame!

2007-09-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

ZzZzZzZz....

wednesday!
omg, my faci is the same one...
who gave me STRAIGHT B ALL THE WAY!

ZzZZzzZz..

she never gave me a lorr.. onli the last lesson, cos she made a promise...

but....

now, she grade me B!

AGAIN!..

THURSDAY!

OKAY!
firstly, my faci is DAMN SUPREMELY LAME!

i dun think i can resist his lame ness for the next 15 weeks...
:S

hahahaha...

and realized that one of my team mates is as slow as the "LAME" faci!

xD

hope u dun see this RUI FEN!

xP

haix....

grade published...

science i got c...

NICE ONE LA!

the faci........
i feel tat she doesnt really like me sia...

-.-"

haix...

these few days so tiring!

still pondering...
should i stay away?
ARGHH!!!

life is just so complicated!

-.-"

2007-09-18T23:02:00.000+08:00

haix...
today so......
argh...

cant describe!

science prob today like sooo wierd..
and its killing....
-.-"

hahahha..

aft sch, meet up wif frens den go eat and go home...

hahahah...

-.-"

nthg interesting....
so.......

HeLLo!

2007-09-18T00:29:00.000+08:00

hahahhax.
no time to update blog...
-.-" too tired...

xD

somehow...

hahahahhaha..

today was a starting of a new semester as well as new class..
yea, so i am now at W45J...

xD

hope dis class rox! like w35m..
hahaahahaha...

today, do enterprise...
again....

so sian....

aft sch, accidentally meet wif rebecca (sem 1 enterprise faci)..
hahahha..
afterall, she is not tat bad looo..
xD

hahahha..
still...
enterprise isnt really my type........

alrite2.....

slp time...

ZzZzZz...

cya tmrw!

SiNgaPore!

2007-09-15T21:38:00.000+08:00

hahaha..
at least, arrived in singapore already...
but, quite sad....
cos, i'll missss
her! and HER!
xD

hiksz...

and i was arguin about this pretty baby!

my dad dun wan me to use this again

-.-"

as always..

we often got into a big argument!

but i insist!

i onli use car in special2 moment lar!

ok?

today considerably lucky?

my flight like no one..

and i was sitting alone in a row..

ahahhaha..

so fun sia..

but, now the air con..

was like NORTH POLE LAR

...

lol..

not as hot as the previous, but too cold!

hahahaha..

then,

arrived in singapore then eat2 pizza wif my "lovely" vandy and his brother cendy (hostel mate) and my siblings!

yea, i brought pizzza hut frm indo..

didnt really taste tat good anymore, rite?

hahahahaha....

then, aft tat...

play dota2...

and ended out tio owned in everygame....

hahahaha...

think i should QD(quit dota) liao...

ahahhahaha..

so tired, feel like sleepin...

but still got the passion wif dota..

so, dunno!

hahahahahaxx...

okies2....

tat's it...

so, take care all!

SiaN!

2007-09-13T22:20:00.000+08:00

haix...
today was totally out of the way....

stay at home whole day long...

and went out to fetch my mum frm spore...

yea, then go home...
write, and perhaps...

sleep.....

xD

2 more days for the semester 2!!

super unlucky day!

2007-09-13T00:49:00.000+08:00

ZzZzZz..
today, i thought everything is gonna be okay....

but...

ZzZzZz..

i got horned (people horn at me)...
like hundreds times (exagerating a bit xD)

but it was like so borin!
everyone was like hate me and horn me...
is that me the one who got problem?
or them?

ZzZzZzZzzZzz

climaxs, perhaps was at the parking...

after i paid, the park fee...
actually, after u pay u should get out of there... correct?

but for me, because of my "pathetic" level of my gasoline...
i go upslope slowly (the counter to pay is at the middle of the upslope), BUT!
on my way out, the portal (the solid thing, that they used to give signal to stop, as well used to distrub the way) suddenly go down...

and i got hit by tat stupid wierd stuff...

ZzZzZz...
i shocked then, i let go of my bike...

go downslope!

ZzZzzZz..

luckily, no one behind me...if got, im not sure about how am i going to be...

hahahahax..

i post this, at the mid night...
xD

no time, cos aft tat play soccer at the sport club at my area...
then!

got bullied by junior high sch boys.....

-.-"

terrible!

my team all oldies2 (around 20+ NOT more than 30)

haix.....

terrible...

ZzZzZzZzz...

just for info, i am so confused now.....

did u just turn ur back on me?
because of the truth that happen?

:S

i feel like i am burning down...
slowly, melt down......

eventually, turn into useless ashes....

ZzZzZzZzz..

LigThs oFF!

connection really kills me!

2007-09-11T20:00:00.000+08:00

ZzzZzZz..
yest, wanted to update blog..
but, out of no where suddenly internet not working..
-.-"
tat sucksz....

yea..
these days, do the boring job!
ZzZzZzz...

cant believe that sems 2 is already around the corner...

-.-"

ZzzZzzzz

casted to w45j

any1 knoe anybody from that class??

:S

-.-"

2007-09-09T18:52:00.000+08:00

friday, 7th sept...

hahaha...
no time to update blog..
tat day, busy whole day..
busy wif comp....

saturday, 8th sept'07...

woke up at 6am...
hahhaha..
cos, goin to play soccer at PIK somewhere at the north of jakarta...
goin wif tony (neighbourhood fren) and his fren..
play frm 8 to 10...

aft tat, damn tired....

still continoue for another soccer at tangerang...
-.-"

somemore, this time i ride bike...
so tired...
ZzZzZzZz

eventually, crash at edo's house (senior high sch fren) together wif candra and japra (senior high sch fren oso)

hahahhaax

TODAE!

9th sept 2007

allrite, go home arrived home at 11...

-.-" promised to do the work at 10 wif my dad....

yeap2

tio scold!

allrite..
from dis entry onwards may not be suitable for some people...
so, im sorry...
but my blog is just too messed up...

if u feel offended im sorry..
xD

ZzZzZzZZzzzZzzz..

ccb loh.. scold2 till like fuck! u pathetic arrogant piece of shit!...

can't u see that u r actually ARE THE ONE WHO IS ARROGANT!

ZzZzZzZzZzZz...

i am thinking about orphan...
do they have something that they need to be responsible for?
do they have to get scolded?
do they have to get this that?

FAK LAR!!

menu of the day:
1.TIO SCOLDED FROM THAT ARROGANT SCUMBAG!

so messed up today....
yeah...

so...

If i could turn back the time....

2007-09-06T21:41:00.000+08:00

haixz...
as wad the title had explain....
i juz wish tat i did not lied to u...

ZzZzZzZzZzZz..
today was like the usual day...
boring!
nthg to do!
-.-"

doin some reflecting of myslf...
and realized...
tat i had truly putting a neddle in myself!
ZzZzzzZzzZz..

i lied to u, and i told u....
pathetic me...
but, its the way that i wan u to see it..
ok?

ZzZzZzzZzZzZz..
wadever it is...
juz remember i will always there for u...
ZzZzZz
for now, i think i should leave u alone...
i knoe u got irritated....
sry.....

tats wad i wan to say....

R.I.P
FLo0Z
DieD HeRe?

......

2007-09-05T14:33:00.000+08:00

LoLsz...
starting the day with laughter (perhaps will make this a better day!)

ZzZzZzZzZz

today, onli went to the bank do some stuff which i don't know....
juz give this form and there...
ya, and its pathetic.....
spent most of the time at home...

and guess wad..

today is the result of my first semester!

i got 3.2

quite sad actually....

but...

I PASS MY COGNITIVE!..

yehaw!!
so happy~~

nxt yr, i wont repeat it again..

hahahahhax.

yea...

however, on the other hand....
someone is very cool to me...
make me feel tat i shouldnt told lies to her....
but, if i didnt lie it would spoilt the mood...
haix...
dunno why.......

ARGH!!

hope u see dis and plz... i knoe i did wrong...
but.....
haix...

i told u all my lies becoss i would prefer a transparent relationship between both of us, but u dun seems to like it..

so sorry....

sian day!

2007-09-04T21:56:00.000+08:00

haix..
totally sian,
stay at home the whole day!
ZzZzZzZz
nthg interesting....
reali...

juz tat, i did some ponderin of my life..
hahahahax.

juz realize tat i had lied a lot!

xD

and im tryin to ask for forgiveness..
esp to some1 special in my life...

xD

Ha|X

2007-09-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

sry, today my language was totally out of the way....

if u dun like, plz...

dun read.......
i am juz so pissed off today...

yeah..
so, i apologize for dis post...

ZzZzzZzZz..

today was so FUCKED UP LA!!!

tio scolded.......
u knoe why?!
juz bcosz i miss 2 dinner and my dad already kpkb...
ZzZZzzZzZz
wad da fak loh...
i came home at 7, he kp say MID NITE GO HOME!!
ZzZzzzzZzZz..

haix...

no mood to write alr...
ZzZzZzZzZZ!!

ARGH!

WHY IS DIS WORL FUCKED UP?

generation x is fucked up??

ZzZzZzzZzzz

today, went to LAN shop..

again...
cos, nthg to do!..

wif aris(junior high sch fren)

hahahahahax..

play2....
yea..
today i play and go bank onli....

ZzZzZzZ

imagine, when u r in an exciting game!
ur dad CALL

AND ASK U TO GO THE FREAKING BANK AGAIN!

ZzZzzZzZzZz..
cos, earlier the money at the giro was not enough...

and tat time already 2.30...
bank closed at 3...
so....
yea..
i freak out!
ZzZzzzZzZz
arrived at the bank...
the queue was like 30 mins...

luckily manage to get everything!

haix..
the night was the worst part!

aft sent aris home (he go out wif me)

THE ROAD GOT JAMMED!!!
OMG!!

actually i can arrived in 15 mins...
but, it took me 1 hr...
yea..
so, it jammed!

haix..

today was so sucky....

Lights OFF!

ZzZzZzZzZzz

ZzZzZzZzZzZzz

2007-09-03T10:17:00.000+08:00

Was forced to wake up early...
-.-"

OMG!

2day must go to bank AGAIN!
ZzZzZzZz

last nite, i went to LAN shop..
crazy...
me, tony, manol, amink (all neighbourhood fren!)
play until 10pm...
me and amink...play like 7hr...
ZzZzZz..
siao!
cos, i freak out yest!!!
YES I AM!!
and so does today....
so....

dunno wad will i do next...
but, me aris and edo (junior high sch fren) want to meet up...
soo...

alrite!

goin off now...

ToDaE

2007-09-02T09:24:00.000+08:00

WhoAM!!....

i woke up so damn freakin early.....

6am..
-.-"
my dad ask me to follow him to the market...
omg!
the market here is a TOTAL MESS!!
ZzZzZz...
went there do shoppin..
wohooo...man's shopping!
aft tat, we went 4 breakfast...
we ate ketoprak (dunno hw to sae in english xD)
hahahahahhax..
the seller remembered me!
wahahahhaa...cos, i am the onli one who bought ketoprak wthout tofu....
its like everybody wan the tofu but for me...
-.-"

ZzZzZz..but today, he forgot not to give the tofu....

sooo...(sry tofu) i nid to dispose u!!!
not tat i dun like u...
juz tat..
somehow, i juz dun feel like eating u!!...
hahahahahhahax.
so, then went home..
update here!..

ZzZzZzz
my dad ask me to go to the factory, but i lazy..
so, sayonara dad!
xD

hahahahhax..
i'll post smthg else of smthg happen, else i should be stayin at home whole day long!
ZzZzZz
:S

ReCap oF a WeeK iN JaKarTa!!!!

2007-09-01T21:38:00.000+08:00

SaT, 25th AuGsT'07

ArGh, the day started with a lazyyyy mooodddddd!!! howeva, when i think of jakarta i got so damn freaking excited!!
yehaw!!
I AM GOING BACK!!
sorry for w35m guysz..
i got some more important stuff to do here!!
:)
wish u all had a very funn chalet!!!
hahahax..
my semester holiday started!!(Not ReaLLy Started, supposed to be friday but for me... thurs!! cos i skip the class xD)
Yeeepeee...
for ur information, i use phillipines airlines...
:D
the onli lacking is the AIRCON SYSTEM!!
i swear tat was my worst time!!!
the aircon was like dying during the whole flight!!
argh... so pathetic of me..
T_T
moreover, when i arrived safely in jakarta...
my mum gave me an expired number..(can still use, but it is in an inactive period due to long inactivity..ZzZzZzZ)
-.-"
i couldnt contact my dad who were supposed to fetch me......
(i hope he didnt late!)
and my hope was rite!!!
he did not!!!!
hahahax...
aft tat, we went to carrefour bought weekly shopping stuff...
pity my dad, he had to do it cos my mum wasnt around...
hahaha..
aft tat, went home!
i was actually wanted to go out wif my fren "JL"(Jennifer Lopez??)
hahaha...
hope u saw dis!
:D

i claimed tat i went out wif ardi (my pri sch fren a.k.a loksoy!) :D to my dad!....
so, i want to ride my bike...(i miss her tooo!! i shall post the photo someday :) )
argue abit here there... then eventually he allow me...
yepee!!

so, dis part is quite interesting!
i went to fetch JL, but i had never been to JL's house!
:D
sooooo...
strugle here there and i found it!
xD...

hahahax...
my biking skill seems to be corroting!
sry JL, causing u too much problem!
:)

from there, then we went to TA(some mall in jkt :D)...
we were actually intended to watch rush hour3 (although i wanted it already)
*not destroying the mood swing, i lied -.-" sry about tat JL! i mean it!! :)*
when we arrived, OMG the queue was like so DAMN FREAKING LONG!
anddd..
a lot of funny stuff happen, first we meet JL's relative!
second, we queue at the wrong line...-.-"
third, i pessimising JL! (i said : hmm, wad if the ticket has been sold out?)

eventually, wad i feel is right..
=X
sry JL!

hahahax.. then sadness covered her face...
xD
so, from there JL suggest to go to the book store there..JL wan to buy smthg!
and JL keep a secret...however, wif my SUPERIOR *ERHM* inteligence i manage to guess it!
and i am correct!
xP
hahahax..
then aft tat, we went to buy icecream we sit2 chat2 walk2...

hahaha...

then sent her home!
and go home!

hahaha!

it was a tiring day but, it is super fun!
thx to JL!
mean it!
:D

SUNDAY! 26 aug'07

went wif my dad to change the car's oil!
hahax..
it was so booring and so long..
so isen (my pri sch buddy) ask me out!
yes and he escort me frm the borin time!
we went to loksoy's hse..
chit chat here there... and both of them visit my hse!(nthg to see actuallY)
hahax.
then the day juz passed away~~

MONDAY! 27 aug'07

HaIx..
a pathetic time....
firstly, woke up late!(supposed to follow my dad to his factory)
tio scolded along the whole journey...
-.-"
secondly, i was supposed to finish all my helping to him by NOON...
but i made ALOT mistake and caused me to do it until...... finish!
pathetic...
then go home tired...
slepp!!!

TEUSDAY! 28 aug'07

went wif loksoy, sumit(pri sch fren), aldo (loksoy's fren)..
we went to TA again!
as well as doing some banking stuff..
;D
hahax..
maybe TA is my second home!
xP
we played dota and i was terrible!
haix..dunno why...
hahahax..
then we chat2.. aldo was a very fun guy! he is so damn funny!!!!
hahahax..
den, at nite me and manolr (neighbourhood fren), toni (neighbourhood fren), and AMINK!(neighbourhood fren oso) went to LAN shop..
dota again!...
but my skill...
seems to be deceasing!
hahahx..

finish at 10 then go home slp!
so damn tired...
hahhaax..

WEDNESDAY! 29 aug'07

me, manolr, toni supposed to go for LAN shop again..
but, toni cant make it..
pity him, he got a lot of housework to do..
no maid, so fun?
xD
hahax....
juz playin lan shop whole day...
go home, eat dinner wif my dad..
for notes, everynite i muz eat dinner 2gether...
dunno why..
and he is strict!!
ZzZzZ

THURSDAY! 30 AuG'07

haix,,
stay at home the whole dae!
pathetic...
not reali, i went to the bank...
ZzZzZ my dad got a lot of stuff to do at bank...
hahahax......
on my way home, bought some food to my maid...
then go home...
stay at home...
eat...
slp....
xD

FRIDAY! 31 AuG'07

allrite!
2day i made a history!
i didnt told my dad tat i was goin out!
yeap!
he mad! TOTAL MAD!
i MIA for whole day........-.-"

actually, i went out wif JL!
sry, for being late....
i woke up late..!!!(again)
hahahax..
we went to "ANCOL, the bay2 smthg!"
hahahax...
but it is a bay at jakarta!
we went to see the animal...(childish though)-.-"
but, I ENJOY!
thx to JL!
hahahax..
we saw a panda, lionsea, kudanil (dunno how to sae... ps ps), dolphin (JL's relative), white whale, ETC! (marine animals mostly)
and 4d cinema...(with wierd glasses, imagine me a spectacles guy wif another spectacles..-.-")but its fun!xP
a lot effect there...wind blow, water splash (the most distrubing part), and moving chair....
the plot of it, is to warn the world about global warning...
it was so short...
BUT, there was a scene about the SNAKE!omg!
i felt like running away....
but, paiseh (malu, shy) oso...-.-''
so, i stay....
hahahax..
all the animals was so damn funny!!
all of them! HILLARIOUS! *applause to them*
not forgeting JL of cosz..
:D

hahhahahax..

SRY for i was late, aiya a lot of mistakes tat i did tat day...

aft finish, we went for eat (considered lunch? at 4)
hahahhax..

tat's like the first time i enjoy my "seafood" food..
hahahahahaha..
dunno why, i ate the fish...
xD...
but we did not manage to finish the fish...poor fish...
but...
JL was so angelic...
JL wan to takeaway the fish! (yeah, tat's not wasting!) ^^v
hahahax..
then aft tat, i sent her home...
sry, made u late!
:D

then, go do some stuff...
then go home..
ZzZZzZzZ
tiring and fun dae!!!

xD

SATURDAY! 1sEpT'07

didnt realize tat it is already september, which means my holidays is goin to be over in 15 days...
T_T

2day, the morning time i woke up at 8am(GMT +7)..
omg, so early..dunno why..
but, toni ask me to paly soccer earlier which was at 7.26...
wew, he woke up quite early...
but i missed it..
yah...so, i stay at home until ard 11+ then, i go to edo(senior high sch fren) hse..
we plan to meet japra(senior high sch fren), and peter(the same)...
hahaha..
we went to TA...
again.......-.-"

and guess wad, i watched rush hour3 again.... -.-"
hahahahax...
we planned not to go home late, but we didnt manage to get the ticket!
so, we watched the later timing!
at 4.45
hahahhax..
so we wait for like 3 hr time...
we went to eat at Hartz buffet!
omg, i cant eat tat much.... again...
T_T
pathetic of me...
dunno why, i didnt have tat much of appetite again...
-.-"
aft tat, we walked2...
till we bored like hell...
landed at timezone(arcare place), and we juz see2..
and we saw a so-called-addictive people..
there was this old man, who play a game of agresiveness...
and guess wad, he is so damn freakin agresive, he manage to get like a LOT!
which is uncountable for me...cos i neva seen so much ticket...
then!
here comes the DDR KING!
japra, his figure doesnt really reflecting it but when he play...
omg!
damn PRO!!!
hahahahahx...
so, becos of watching at tat time...
edo cancel his church time...
peter got scolded for comin home late...
he muz go for dinner at 630, but we finish watching ard 620..
and his hse is like 1hr journey...
sooo..
all the bez peter!
xP

then i followed edo go home to his hse, take my bike...
go home...
enjoying my days...
hahahahahx...
the hartz buffet was really a mess!!
made me sick!...
haix..
hahahahhax..

alrite...
perhaps i will be slpin?
or wad?
hahahahax..